Interesting conversation Urs, but I have to second J-Mo - what topic was it supposed to be about? Maybe it was one of those 'inside' type of things that no one else really gets!

Anyways, Stink got me on AIM messenger thing, cuz that's what she uses and this way we'll cut down on our phone bills : ) So if anyone else has it my name thingy is LisaAGraf - original huh?! I don't care, I wasn't in the creative mood at all - not that I ever am very creative!

I am feeling depressed, not sure why really, and no it's not that time of the month thank you very much. I hate when everyone just passes any sort of emotional change in women off as a part of 'that time of the month.' Sig, I can't possibly imagine how empty you have felt through this entire grad school search process. I feel so empty and I don't really know why - not that I don't have everything I ever wanted, right, if life were ever so perfect! I went on a $250 shopping spree this past weekend with Ranee, I had a few too many drinks last night - alone on my couch, I took a hour long shower/bath this morning, I sat around today in my pajamas, i went for a walk/run, watched Mona Lisa Smile for the 4th time, watched Under the Tuscan Sun, and then Schindlers List and nothing really makes me feel better, not even sex. i don't know what's going on. Spring break sucks when you don't really have anything to do and no one else is anywhere around. All my friends from here went on a road trip to where ever they end up and no one really told me about it so that kind of hurts - but hey they sent me a post card and called tonight so that makes it all better right?! ugh i'm done bitching sorry girls, I wish I could magically make myself happy, I'm so sick of doing everything to make everyone else feel happy!